These are random musings of my life journey, the people, animals, places, and events which have woven, and continue to weave, a tapestry that is me. We all know there is no real destination, only the ongoing experiences which blend together, creating the trail. Each step gives a glimpse of what is to come, without allowing me to see the end result. It is exciting. I have a home base that is mine, that gives me a place to rest. This is it. This is where my heart is, no matter where I journey...................

Thursday, April 17, 2008


My dark mood continues. Today it is more like depression than the mixed bag of moods that was yesterday. There is nothing seriously wrong, but just several small things that have popped up for me to deal with. I'll get over it. It will go away. But for today I can't even think of something to post about, so ... I won't!

I'm gonna go watch a couple movies, probably sleep early and hope to be rested and more ready to cope with and dispose of the petty pieces of my life soon.

I may not post for a couple days ... I donno. Don't worry if I don't. I'll be back soon to drive you nuts with my drivel, OK? :) OK.


  1. Do whatever you need to do to take care of yourself - we'll be here waiting. :)

    Hang in there and remember - it's just "stuff" and somehow, someway it always works out.


  2. I am sorry that you are feeling down. I think there must be something in the air because most of the blogs I read people are talking about how they are down and not feeling that great; me included.

    Watch some funny movies and just take care of yourself.


  3. Casey, I am. And I do. Thanks! And hugs back!

    Caroline, yeah, I've noticed that, too. Do you suppose it the moon phase?

    I had my own little movie marathon last night, one leading to tears, and it seems to have helped a little. :)

    Thanks for the hugs!

    Traci, thanks so much!

  4. Heh- I'm trying to learn that it's OK to be in a funk- that it's OK to let it be and let it pass. Sounds like you've already learned that lesson, Lynilu.


  5. Betty, it is a hard-to-learn less, for sure. It took me decades to realize that it was actually part of me and not all external elements. Only then could I give myself permission to be OK with it! Keep up the lessons, Betty! :D And hugs back to you for the days you need it!

  6. I felt like this weeks ago -- couldn't explain it -- and I think we don't need to "explain" it -- our moods change and life changes and for some reason we often feel that being down in the dumps, blue, sad -- whatever less "upbeat" emotion we are feeling is somehow "wrong" -- we shouldn't. We don't feel the need to justify happiness or joy or I hereby declare that in future I am not going to explain or justify any mood...(I'm going to try anyway!) -- we are what we are on any given day -- and it is "okay".

  7. Sherry,I think you're right, most or all of us have those times, and yes, we tend to beat ourselves up for it when it is a normal, if uncomfortable, part of life's cycle. Yeah, we are what we are .... not always easy to accept, is it??? :D


If you have something to say about it, just stick out your thumb, and I'll slow down so you can hop aboard! But hang on, 'cause I'm movin' on down the road!!! No time to waste!!!