These are random musings of my life journey, the people, animals, places, and events which have woven, and continue to weave, a tapestry that is me. We all know there is no real destination, only the ongoing experiences which blend together, creating the trail. Each step gives a glimpse of what is to come, without allowing me to see the end result. It is exciting. I have a home base that is mine, that gives me a place to rest. This is it. This is where my heart is, no matter where I journey...................

Friday, September 14, 2012

s.i.c.k

OK, none of that ethereal stuff today. I don't have it in me. I'm too sick to get into deep thought.

It all started out with allergies over a week ago. Last weekend it got worse, and I was having trouble talking. If I said more than a few sentences, I started coughing. I went on to work and through Wednesday, it became gradually worse. I was in a full-blown bronchitis flare. I was beginning to sound like a seal barking. Seriously. And I couldn't say much without doubling over with the coughing.

Yesterday I decided to stay home, but I was going to drive to the office and bring some things home to work on. So I got dressed and got in the truck. I drove about 10-15 blocks and I thought, "What in the world am I doing?" I didn't feel like going anywhere! So I turned around and came back home. By 10:00 I decided I should call my doctor and see if he wanted to see me or add anything to the cough syrup I had begun on Wednesday. He said not to come in, but he called in more cough syrup and an antibiotic.

Unfortunately, the scripts didn't get called in until in the afternoon (a mixup in his office), then I waited for them to get it ready. Finally, I drove into Ruidoso, a 23 mile trip and waited for my prescription to get ready. And I waited. And waited. Good grief! But I got the scripts and a few other things I needed and headed home.

I didn't go to work today either. I'm just too weak. I don't feel particularly bad, except that the muscles in my chest, around my ribs into the back, my stomach, and my abdomen are so sore from coughing that I can hardly stand it. The congestion in my lungs is breaking up which causes me to cough more, and every single one is brutally painful. I will really be glad when this stage is over.

I was having a potluck dinner at my house tomorrow night, but when I woke this morning, I quickly decided to cancel it. I know I will feel better tomorrow, but I doubt my energy will be back. I still can't have a conversation without breaking into coughs. The last thing I need to do is wear myself out being the consummate hostess, as that will set me back in healing. I don't want any more of this than I really have to put up with.

Yep, this is a rest-and-recuperate weekend, for sure. I might be able to make it to the store for a few food items I'm out of, but that's just maybe.

Have I said lately how much I hate being sick? No?  Well, it's a whole lot.

I hope all of you have good weekend, doing what makes you happy!

14 comments:

  1. Sooo sorry you are coughing so much. I can relate! Just don't cough so much that you somehow pull the muscles around your tailbone. You would not be able to sit comfortably for about a month. Stay quiet. Drink liquids and have some chicken soup.

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  2. Nan, chicken soup has been a mainstay, and I'm downing liquids like crazy, water, green tea, and juice. I'm surprised I don't slosh when I walk!!

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  3. Dearest Lyn, so so so sorry you're ill. Okay, so here's one way to look at it. After receiving a Reiki attunement during training, one can expect to experience a 21-day period of cleansing or adjustment as one becomes accustomed to being part of the Reiki energy. Don't know if there's anything like that associated with Healing Touch training, but maybe you can look at this as coughing out / expelling some nonoptimal energy. :) Or not. Hey, anything to possibly help you get through this! Gentle hugs and groovy vibes headed your way!

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    1. TYR, Yes, a similar concept. My friends and I have noticed the combination of exhaustion and being energized at the same time following training sessions. I don't remember the 21 day cycle, but I'm curious now. I'll check with my mentor.

      And yes, whatever it takes to get through!! Thanks, dear!

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  4. Sorry you have the "feel bads".... hope you're better soon!

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    1. The thing about this is .... it is definitely temporary. Thanks, I will be back in the saddle soon, for sure!

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  5. Bronchitis is painful to say the least. I've had it a few times in my life, and wouldn't wish it on anyone. Get well real soon, and take it easy until you're 100%. Hugs!

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    1. MM, this is definitely chronic bronchitis. I get it a couple times a year. I just hope it doesn't become more often or more significant. Meanwhile, yes, I'm resting up! Thanks!

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  6. Again I saw ER...hello???? ;)

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    1. HUH?? I guess my head is muddled, but I don't get your comment. "Splain it to me, Lucy!

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  7. Yuck!! I know that soreness from coughing that you speak off Lyn. It's horrible! Add to that, to me, when I'm sick it seems like you just lay or sit there waiting and waiting to feel better. Time just seems to drag, blahhhhh....
    I hate Bronchitis. I hope you get well soon and it doesn't turn into pneumonia. You're right for cancelling your pot luck. There's always another day for that. Just rest and drink plenty of fluids. I'm on my way to church this morning, I'll put in a good word for you!! Love Di ♥

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    1. And today, the cough is back. Yesterday I hardly coughed and my body began to feel normal. Well, at least it didn't hurt every time I moved. I've begun the cough syrup again. Sheesh. I'm glad you're putting in a good word for me. I think I need it! gah.

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  8. You take care of yourself! Get better. You don't want this going into pneumonia. (Isn't that just the strangest word?) Anyway, you don't want that. My girlfriend in Vermont has fight this respiratory stuff for weeks. It went into pneumonia and it has been a hard thing to get rid of. Do you get the flu shot? What about the pneumonia shot? I think I am due an update on mine.

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    1. RET, I am taking care. I'm better, but it will take a few more days for the cough to clear completely. Chronic bronchitis stinks. Every allergy or cold tends to go this way for me.

      I had the pneumonia vaccine, and I used to have flu shots, but after a discussion with my doctor, I don't do the flu shots any longer. Long story, but short version is that I'm at as much risk with side effects as from the flu itself. It's a crap shoot, I know.

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