These are random musings of my life journey, the people, animals, places, and events which have woven, and continue to weave, a tapestry that is me. We all know there is no real destination, only the ongoing experiences which blend together, creating the trail. Each step gives a glimpse of what is to come, without allowing me to see the end result. It is exciting. I have a home base that is mine, that gives me a place to rest. This is it. This is where my heart is, no matter where I journey...................

Thursday, October 11, 2012

Stuff & such

I haven't been inspired to write recently ....  as if you didn't know that. Nothing exciting at all.

Work is aggravating recently. One person is really on my nerves. Interestingly, it isn't the person with whom I had some much angst a few months back. That individual has turned into a really different person. Everyone at work agrees with that statement, so it's not just me. I still have some trust issues (my own issue) but the person is actually easy to be around now, doesn't snipe and snide at anyone. We've actually had some very nice conversations, something I wouldn't have guessed 6 months ago. I have no explanation for the change, but it is welcome. Anyway, the current aggravation is one of those people who isn't going away, but fortunately isn't always difficult; just cycles in and out of "difficult." I'm really strongly considering looking for another job. It is not easy to find jobs here, but I'm going to send out some feelers. I hate to think of leaving what I'm doing, but I have to take care of me. Because of office personalities, this job isn't easy, although the patients and families are wonderful. We'll see what happens.

I excited for my daughter. The house she has been trying to buy has been approved. But now, it has been long enough that she has to re-qualify, get an appraisal, etc., so she is scrambling around to get things in order. Then, hopefully, she and the kids will be able to come and spend the Christmas holidays with us. Her dad lives in Albuquerque, so it will be a good visit for us all. I can hardly wait! After that, I'm beginning to plan a trip to visit her in the spring. March in FL is doable, but not much after that! I'll need to plan a visit to my son's place in Wichita, too. Can't play favorites, you know!

As for me, the "situation"  is slowly progressing. This is a busy time for him, winterizing his home and his parents' home in CO, and his younger daughter is getting married in the next few weeks, so time is scarce. But it is sweet, as well. A coworker asked me if I wasn't impatient, but no, I'm not. I will be more comfortable if things don't rush willy-nilly. It has been too long for me to feel comfortable with "dating," if, indeed, that is what people our age do! I don't know the rules, and I'm not about to rush. So it's OK .... slow, easy, long distance for now. I love the fact that he is gently attentive and not charging at me headlong. That would scare me silly! Nope, his pace is just exactly what I need. Smile for me, 'cause I'm very happy!

Okey-dokey, that's about it for now. Boring and happy as a frog on a lily pad!

8 comments:

  1. I am smiling for you Lyn and relating as well. I haven't felt inspired to write much either.
    I'm so happy for your daughter, a perk for you getting to visit in Fl.!
    Good Luck with your job situation. I cleaned today for the first time in weeks and I really don't know how much longer I can keep up with the power cleaning job! I think I will look for something less taxing after Christmas. I know it's a bad time to look for a new job but, well, I'm worth it!! Love and Hugs to you and have a great weekend, Love Di ♥

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    1. Life shouldn't have to be filled with discomforts, should it, Di? I figure it like this .... if it is time for me to move on to another job, it will come. Let's say a prayer for both of us finding what is right for us!

      Hugs!

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  2. I hope everything at work irons itself out. It would be a shame to leave a job you really like. On the plus side of your life, I'm glad 'he' is still in the picture. All is for a reason, follow your heart!

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    1. MM, I think everything works out as it is supposed to. If I leave, it will be because it is time, because I have fulfilled my purpose and done all I can. And probably because it is time for my next journey! Yes, it is all good. :)

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  3. A chaplain with one of our companies sent this email out yesterday and I thought of you as I read it. I think many times we are called upon to a certain job or role and we are simply there for a moment in time, so serve a purpose, and then find out next purpose. Good luck finding your next purpose, if that's what you are called to do.

    "I was rushing through a particularly hectic day yesterday, when a patient (a messenger, perhaps?) said something that knocked a little sense into me...

    He said, "You know, we think we do so much in life and so much depends on us. Medical people for example - they do this and that, operating and giving this treatment or that one. But nothing happens until we stand back and let the healing happen. NOTHING HAPPENS WITHOUT HEALING. If that's not God, I don't know what is."

    And I thought I was there for him."

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    1. Isn't that something? Sometimes what our patients and/or families say to us just knocks me off my feet. Yes, we all become entrenched in our work, especially in this field. It is important to remember that it isn't necessarily "for life." I like to think I've paved the way for another person who will come and add to what has already been done. It's very good.

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  4. Well, it all seems good. I am so busy with packing, if I don't read blogs for a bit please forgive.

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  5. Oh, no problem, RET. I'm glad you took a break! When is moving day?

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If you have something to say about it, just stick out your thumb, and I'll slow down so you can hop aboard! But hang on, 'cause I'm movin' on down the road!!! No time to waste!!!