I'm back to having trouble writing here. I've started a post twice and deleted both, because after a few sentences, I just didn't know where to go next. I think it's about the eye thing from yesterday. Well, probably linked with several other things going on, but this is like the last straw, ya know?
I'm still not terribly worried about it, but the idea that my eyesight is at risk sits in there back of my mind like a flea that takes a nip every so often.
I got to work and was having some trouble getting things done for a little while after I got there. Then I spoke with a coworker and friend about business and then suddenly I was unloading. She helped me refocus, weigh my situation and put some perspective back in play. I'm still a little ill at ease about it, and I suspect I will be for a while. The thought, even a vague possibility, of losing sight is something that kinda bites your butt and clamps on for the duration. But I felt a little better. Honestly, the rest of my day was highly productive. I was still thinking of it, but I kept busy and got a tone accomplished.
And the weather was amazing today! It was around 60° and totally beautiful. I frequently walk back and forth between two buildings at work, and it was very pleasant to do so for a change. When weather is icky, it is not fun. There is a pretty steep hill with a terraced gravel walk between, and in bad weather, well, it stinks. So I was happy to be outside in the fresh air. I think that helped my mood, too.
And how was your day?