These are random musings of my life journey, the people, animals, places, and events which have woven, and continue to weave, a tapestry that is me. We all know there is no real destination, only the ongoing experiences which blend together, creating the trail. Each step gives a glimpse of what is to come, without allowing me to see the end result. It is exciting. I have a home base that is mine, that gives me a place to rest. This is it. This is where my heart is, no matter where I journey...................

Thursday, August 30, 2012

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I had a sad experience today. A coworker and I were together, just having seen one of our patients, driving down a street/highway when a young cat walked into the road ahead of us. She was walking very slowly and was in obvious distress. At first glance I thought she had a kitten partially expelled. But that didn't look quite right, either. Traffic stopped in both directions as she slowly, gingerly made her way across the street.

I couldn't stand it, so I jumped out of the car and followed the kitty off the road. She made it about eight feet off the highway and collapsed in the weeds and grass. I saw immediately what was wrong. The poor thing had been eviscerated. I don't know if she was attacked by another animal or was hit by a car. Her guts were handing out and had obviously been dragging on the ground. They were dry and caked with dirt. My heart broke for her.

I started petting her lightly on the back, and a man in a truck stopped and asked if he could help. I asked if he had any towels or such that I could wrap her in. He found several small rags and fashioned a multi-layer "stretcher" for her, then laid one across her tummy to protect it and me. He picked her up and laid her in my arms. While we were doing this, he asked if I knew where the vet is just a short distance away. I said I did, and got into the car again.

As my coworker drove toward the vet's office, the poor little kitty began  struggling to breathe and was groaning, moaning in between. We both knew she was dying. I was just hoping the vet could put her out of her misery quickly.

We pulled into the driveway, the gate was closed. It was near noon, so I assume they were out to lunch. Fortunately a man who works there came out to see what we needed, and just as he asked, the poor little girl died. He took her to "bury" it. I doubt they actually did, but this vet is one that just might. Whatever, he carried her as gently as I had, into the vet's building.

Lord have mercy, I haven't been able to get this out of my mind today. I hated the experience, but I'm glad she died feeling some gentle care. I couldn't have left her there in the bushes to die alone and in pain.What a waste. I wish people would take care of their pets.

Arghhh. Some days .........

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  1. God Bless You ... you cared and tried!

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    1. Thanks, Bob. I did. It hurt, but I'm glad she wasn't alone.

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  2. It was good of you to have given her some mercy care. May we all be so lucky.

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    1. You know, that's what makes me do things like this .... hoping we may all find someone to care for us.

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  3. I'm thankful that you were passing by at just the right moment. Whatever happened before, the kitty girl felt the love of human hands at the end. I would find it hard to get off of my mind too so you are not alone in that. Every time I see an animal outside alone, I wish that it had a human who loved it, to keep it inside and safe!

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    1. MM, I'm one of those who would bring home and care for every "orphan" animal if I could. It break my heart that so many are not cared for and even worse, abused. :'(

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  4. That is heartbreaking Lyn. We always cringe as people speed down our street as there are stray cats all over the block. Remember when that injured deer was put down in my yard? I can't tell you how much that bothered me.My heart was wrenching. Animals like that are such innocents we hate to see any harm come to them. If only we could protect them all. I don't know how my mom afforded it but she used to have the neighborhood cats fixed, the strays!
    Anyway I'm sorry for going on and I'm sorry you had to go through that, you have a kind and loving soul! Love Di ♥

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    1. I know, Di. I hate to animals running loose. I hate seeing carcases beside the road. I hate that I can't make/keep them all safe. sighhh. And I said I was going to try to keep that word, "hate," out of my language. It seems to fit here.

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